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"If God sees that your thoughts are pure and  efforts are sincere, He will give you on your way a man who helps you to find your Way and see the Light in the darkness of being - in the name of perfection and the love of truth ... " (from my book "The Wanderer. The story of my life or an aid for a budding artist ")

The artist Valentin Massov You would like to attain faith, and do not know the way; you would like to cure yourself of unbelief, and ask the remedy for it. Learn of those who have been bound like you, and who now stake all their possessions. These are people who know the way which you would follow, and who are cured of an ill of which you would be cured. Follow the way by which they began; by acting as if they believed, bless yourself with holy water, have Masses said, and so on; by a simple and natural process this will make you believe, and will dull you will quiet your proudly critical intellect...