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A woman cannot be a friend. She can be either a lover or a rival.

Every day we have a choice. It's the choice between good and evil. I heard the talk of one man. "I'll never do good for people," he said, "Because people are ungrateful." It's very dubious opinion. Yes, sometimes people repay good with evil. But your soul... I don't know... As time goes on I think about my soul more and more. It is not worth soul sell to the devil for imaginary welfare.

An artist must not do business. The artist is the creator of a new life. His mind is directed to creation of new worlds and universes in the art. He like "the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns..." The artist have to live by law of his conscience. The artist can only obey God and his art.

I am like a gladiator on the arena.  There are only savage beasts around.

Russian, Russian... I can only mourn your future.

Life and death are only the forgotten reality of inevitability. Is it verbal delirium or essence of life? Every second someone is born, someone dies passing by our life like autumn rustling of leaves. Nothing is eternal and everyone is in eternity. Or, is it only seems to me? Music, music... It's everywhere. Bach, Pergolesi, Mozart, Vivaldi. Karajan is the genius. He never hurries up. He feels everything, he understands everything, he can all. There is sense in each sound, in each sigh. The life will continue. We have no need to hurry up. Everything will wait...

Day by day and life goes away. Man is mortal and he must remember about this. We will leave everything when we will die. Where is life? It is everywhere and nowhere. Where is death? It is everywhere and nowhere, too. What are we know about it? Nothing. Only our work and our acts remain after us.

Art and business are two things incompatible. Art wants creation and freedom, business wants to make a lot of money.  I think business is perfectly indifferent to level of workmanship of artists. There are only popular trends in modern society and never more. Blue noses are today, red ears will tomorrow. And many people will say:"These are good! This is a new art!" And only our progeny will understand what is what.

I worked today and this is my new work "Blue, white, red".

I am working and I am happy.  Art is the purport of my life. It is the only thing that I will always love.

I know that I nothing know. I had a dream. I saw infinity of existence and creative development in the world. I was like a little grain of sand into the ocean of universe. We think we are the kings of nature. Ha,ha,ha. We are only a dust for eternity. The Cleaner is waiting for the time being... Few minutes make no decisions for God. Ha,ha,ha. It was a good dream.

I got a good news today. My friend Walt is alive and Arting! His friend reported me this news. I am happy! When you don't know how is your friend, you are an unhappy. Uncertainty makes vulnerable us. Knowledge is better than lack of knowledge. Knowledge makes it possible to be independent of the crowd.

If we sow evil, we'll reap only evil. We don't need to think that we can make the evil infinitely. Someone will always be more evil than you.

It's raining. I am watching TV and having a tedious time. A rain is good for nature but not for me. I would like to take a walk in the park today, because it's spring and very beautiful on the outside. I love to observe for life of nature. But it's raining and I am into the home. On the other hand... I can take an umbrella. Yes! I'll take the umbrella and go to the park.