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Goodbye 2012! I shall be thankful to see the last of you! You was not bad and not nice. You was a routine year. I worked a lot, I hoped for better, I was a  model citizen. All as always. I thought I would see the end of the world. But nothing had happened. And it is good. Let New Year will be more happy for me and for all people in the world! Happy New Year!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

WELL, WHERE IS IT?

HAPPY THE END OF THE WORLD!

12. 12. 12 It's the fine numerals. 12 it's 1+2=3 3 it's the figure of Trinity. Today is the nice day in every way. I was up early this morning. It was dark. And the star was only in the night sky. It was very beautiful. Then, sun was rising. Oh... It was striking. The small ball was rising slowly over the horizon. And Light illuminated all around. I saw  the birth of a new day.

When a Christian is afraid to be the Christian in his country, this is the end of the world. If you are ashamed of God here, God will be ashamed of you in the Paradise. What's worse? Your faith is the best what you have. You have to be proud that you are the Christian. It means you with God. Marry Christmas!

Who can say his life is absolutely happy? Nobody. I know. But we live. Man is an animal who can adapt himself to anything. Unfortunately, he had to adjust to evil too. And evil became the second nature for Man. Why did Man adapt himself to evil so easy? Because he forgot God. He can not see God's light. He can see only darkness, because the darkness in his heart.

I don't believe the end of the world will be 12.12.12. It's load of rubbish. It's too easy death for the humanity. No! Let them live and suffer from their evil. And I'll be enjoy good winter days. Happy New Year!

It's my life

Only the C reativ e Act can justify life of Man.

Mr. Sherlock Holmes + Dr. John H. Watson = The great book and the movie

When I think about the Universe I can see I am only a molecule in infinite space. People are only handful of sand and wind does with them what it wants. Man is not the king of animals. He is only a louse on the body of earth. And what do people do with the lice? Yes. They exterminate them.

Don't sell the skin till you have caught the bear

WHAT DOESN'T KILL US MAKES US STRONGER THANK YOU GOD!

We live in Kali Yuga age. The "Kali" of Kali Yuga means "strife, discord, quarrel, or contention." Hindus believe that human civilization degenerates spiritually during the Kali Yuga, which is referred to as the Dark Age because in it people are as far away as possible from God. Hinduism often symbolically represents morality (dharma) as a bull. In Satya Yuga, the first stage of development, the bull has four legs, but in each age morality is reduced by one quarter. By the age of Kali, morality is reduced to only a quarter of that of the golden age, so that the bull of Dharma has only one leg. Why do I write about it? Certainly, I can write about pussycats, doggies, flowers. But I can see what is happening in the world. We are losing the human form. We are turning into demons. Look over! Does it suit you? I can see moral lapse of the humanity around. I can see hopelessness and despair from the fact that a man lost faith. I know people don't like to talk about it

He is my cat. His name is Krishna. He has big self-respect. He is always like Man. He doesn't feel that he is a cat. He thinks that he is Man. And not just a man, he thinks he is the King.

Intercession of the Theotokos .   The Intercession of the Theotokos or the Protection of Our Most Holy Lady Theotokos and Ever-Virgin Mary, known in Church Slavonic as Pokrov (Покровъ, "protection"), and in Greek as Sképē (Σκέπη), is a feast of the Mother of God celebrated in the Eastern Orthodox and Byzantine Catholic Churches. The feast celebrates the protection afforded the faithful through the intercessions of the Theotokos (Virgin Mary). In Russia it is celebrated as the most important solemnity after the Twelve Great Feasts. The feast is commemorated in Eastern Orthodoxy as a whole, but by no means as fervently as it is in Russia and Ukraine. The Russian word Pokrov, like the Greek Skepê has a complex meaning. First of all, it refers to a cloak or shroud, but it also means protection or intercession. For this reason, the name of the feast is variously translated as the Veil of Our Lady, the Protecting Veil of the Theotokos, the Protection of the Theotokos, or the I

Oh, Mondays are a crapper.

Autumn is charm for eyes. I like your farewell beauty. I like nature's magnificent fading, the forests with golden leaves... And I love A.S. Pushkin's poems. Unfortunately, it is impossible to translate it in English. The poems lose all meaning.

It's good day for a good mood!

Why people don't fly as birds? Because they have a heavy bum. It's joke. Indeed, people don't know they can fly. They think like people. If they thought like gods they would know that they can fly.

Nobody is interested in the genuine art . Art turns into policy. Art does not elevate Man, one makes Man the accomplice of political game. Art became the concealed weapon of the mediocre politicians. Art does humanity no good already. Now an artist is not God's servant. He is devil's servant. The contemporary artist serves evil and his works will be his incrimination in Doomsday because he breached a principle of art: carry the beauty to people.

We have Indian summer. It's the beautiful time for relax and contemplation. A modern man forget how sky looks overhead. He runs at breakneck pace all day and he has no time to see what a wonderful world around him. So, a modern man turns into embittered animal who can not see  the beautiful because he has no time for it.  House - Work - House. There are no place for the beautiful here. Are where sunsets? Are where sunrises? Are where stars? A modern man does not see this because he is too busy to look at sky.

“I've never said 'why me?’ That's life. I try to keep a positive attitude. If you start feeling sorry for yourself, that's when it gets bad.” Rick Schwartz

History teaches nothing. Rome, Rome... Where are you? You are fall into oblivion. Barbarians have vanquished you. This is destiny of all empires.

Today is the first day of Autumn. This is and good and not very good. Autumn is very beautiful time of year. Yellow color makes for good mood. It's gold time, because yellow attire of nature is like gold and it's very beautiful. But this is the first day of Autumn and Winter is soon. And this is not good.

Unfortunately Man is too weak to fight with evil alone. Only God can help you in your fight.

    This is my interview on Radio DK. It's in Russian. I decorated it with slideshow to was interesting. Sergei Ponomarev was the anchorperson. I told about my family, my life, my studies in Penza Art Colledge and my carrer in art.

I am making great progress. My works were published in the German art magazine. My interview on "Radio dk" will be out in Saturday. Life is going not thanks to and in spite of . If God wants to do good, nobody will be able to prevent Him. May be I will be able to break through Russian Art Mafia.

"Art, as far as it is able, follows nature, as a pupil imitates his master; thus your art must be, as it were, God's grandchild".  Dante Alighieri "Sunset" by Valentin Massov, 1972

August. It's hot. I am still write my book. I have already wrote 100 pages. I think I will write more 100 pages. I am writing about art, creativity and about life of artist in the modern world.

Do you understand how God feels when he sees his creation perishes? I think no. 

It's interesting. Did anybody know in 1912 that World War I would be in 1914?

I don't like competitions. Why? A competition is a lottery, a game. As a rule a talented human never wins a victory in competitions. I am sure art business must look for the talented artists by another way. How must be? I think if a businessman sees a talented artist he will have to come and buy his works. But he will not do it, because he doesn't interested in a unknown painter. He is interested only money. I am in art business a long time. I know what art business is. It is system and it is terrible system. It is not interested in talented artists. It is interested in only itself profit. I can see a person without talent gets the winner and a talented man is with nothing. And this is life. I said that a competition is lottery. And yes and no. A competition is policy where the winner is already known. The others are only entourage.

I've just come in. I was in countryside. Oh my God! How beautiful it is there! It's peace and quiet. What else need for tired soul?

Be happy and don't hinder to be happy others.

We begin to value life when we lose it.

Man is only a nit on the body of Earth.

"Art is a collaboration between God and the artist, and the less the artist does the better".  (André Gide) "The flowers" by Valentin Massov , 1979

Selves-murderers rule the world.      Our politicians don't understand they destroy the world with their greed and stupidity.

Crisis? There is no crisis in the world, there is crisis in the minds.

Summer. It's good evening and I am fine. I am writing the book and I am happy. I hope my book will be interesting for many creative people :) I hope but I nothing assert.

Some time we will be live in the better world, but for this we have to change our attitude to life. Today we live like the prodigal son  from bible. It remains only to wait when our resources run out. It's interesting, who will give us shelter then?

We are lazy and incurious. We forgot about our predestination. Where Do We Come From? What Are We? Where Are We Going? We don't hear each other because we don't care about all except ourselves. Our race is the most selfish one for all history of mankind. We are hardened egoists. If Jesus Christ were to come today, we would crucify him again. Again and again. Because Christ would have become our accuser.

Let mankind thinks what is the better: war or art? Art? Let art will be more important for you than war, then. Business must invests money in talented people and not in destruction.

"Art is a collaboration between God and the artist, and the less the artist does the better."  André Gide

Talented people are the salt of the earth. It's ignominy when country does not have respect for one's own talents. Presidents come and go, and talent remains.

The Powers That Be are fully confident in their infallibility. This is wrong. They think they are impeccable. The thoughts are leading to perdition.

  PENTECOST   Pentecost is a prominent feast in the calendar of Ancient Israel celebrating the giving of the Law on Sinai, and also later in the Christian liturgical year commemorating the descent of the Holy Spirit upon the remaining eleven Apostles of Christ. In the Eastern churches, Pentecost can also refer to the fifty days between Easter and Pentecost, hence the book containing the liturgical texts for Paschaltide is called the Pentecostarion. The feast is also called Whit Sunday, Whitsun, or Whit, especially in England, where the following Monday was traditionally a holiday. Pentecost is celebrated seven weeks (50 days) after Easter Sunday, hence its name. Pentecost falls on the tenth day after Ascension Thursday.

Well, will we change? No? Then we will be in trouble.

Why am I not afraid that somebody will be fake up my works? Because I can not make it myself. Flash of inspiration is the principle my work. It is impossible to repeat because it is impossible to control God.

 Fish begins to stink at the head.  

Art commits incest all the time. I think it is high time "to renew blood". The art needs of new names.

Man must live for his development sake, or else his life is only empty pastime. Exactly creativity make a man by Man. If you don't want to be Man, then don't prevent others to develop.

What do we leave after ourselves? For the present we cause only death and destruction. The Great Culture left in the past. Our civilization is only poor exuse for Eternity. We are the children of Cain and our place in Hades.

Contemporary art is like fast food. It's fast, cheap, tastelessly. As if it is food but it is impossible to eat.

Life is the lousy trick...

Dream... This is our reality, too, but different. Sometimes it is more real than reality. My dreams are my life number two. This is nightlife of my mind and it is very interesting.

Why does anyone think that he has the right to be the master of somebody else's destiny? I don't like when a rich bastard considers that he has right to be the boss of my talent. My talent belongs only God because God gave it me. It His ownership and nobody has right to encroach on it. "The talent given by God and must return to God."  (Blaise Pascal) The artists, your talent is not property for another. Remember it!

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of  death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and  thy staff, they comfort me". (psalm 23:4)

Man sins because he is sure of his impunity. He is sure of his impunity because he doesn't believe in God. He doesn't believe in God because he can not see Him. And since Man can not see God, he thinks God does not exist and it's idiotic reasoning. A human eye are not able to see subtle matter. Man sees nothing except his evil. But this is his problem. God is not guilty that Man is blind.

Man doesn't  want to change. He prefers to drown instead to learn to swim. Man has already got accustomed to sense himself an animal (thanks to Charles Darwin) and he doesn't want to assume responsibility for his future. If Man knew that he was God's son, he would live in a different way.

"Offspring of vipers, who has  forewarned you to flee from the coming wrath?  Produce therefore fruit worthy of repentance. "  (Matt. 3:8)

People want to live easy. They don't want to assume responsibility for their actions. This is wrong. They want to do evil and to be outside the jurisdiction. It does not happen, because nobody repealed the law of cause and effect. It is the eternal law of the Universe and everybody submits to it.

Easter week in Penza town The bells awake from of winter sleep on the bell tower under construction of the cathedral in Penza town.

The world is devastated. People is drained. Art makes the black art. All turned into nothing. The ancient grandeur of people fell into oblivion. We are only recollection about the past grandeur. Our life is only a comic strip near with life of the great people of the past. Where Do We Come From? What Are We? Where Are We Going? We are people without kith or kin. We are nobody. And we have no future. It's bleak thoughts, is not it? But it is going on, unfortunately. And if we don't change, the end of civilization will be before long.

Easter    Christ is Risen! Easter is the meaning of our life. If Easter was not be, life would be groundless. We all will die. It is normal but sad. Easter gives us hope and this is good!

"And the light appears in darkness, and the darkness apprehended it not". Who can wrestle with God? Nobody! Pitiful people, you think you are above God's law. Sodom's children, you have no future!

PALM SUNDAY "And those going on before and those following cried out,  Hosanna! blessed be he that comes in the Lord`s name.  Blessed be the coming kingdom of our father David.  Hosanna in the highest!"

  Annunciation to the Blessed Virgin Mary "And the angel came in to her, and said, Hail, thou  favoured one! the Lord is with thee: blessed art  thou  amongst women".

"If you want to avoid seeing a fool you must first break your mirror". Rabelais

I am writing the fantastic story in Russian. This is my first experiment in literature and I hope it will be successful.

One nation cannot live at the expense of other ones. This is not normal. It means to oppose to God's laws. This nation will be destroyed, sooner or later.

The history does not develop by spiral. The history is the exclusive circle of our errors + a general disinclination to change. Humanity will be to shoot oneself in the foot now and again.

Slave cannot create. Slave can only destroy.  One need not to be a slave to be slave. Many people are slaves of their habit or just they have slavish mentality.

Amateurishness is the worst that can be in our life. Amateurishness in religion will lead to loss of faith, and it means the loss of development. Amateurishness in art will lead to fall of morals and manners.  Amateurishness in medicine will lead to your death. Amateurishness in politics is the death of all humanity.

Loneliness.., is it good or punishment? Undoubtedly, it's good for me. I seek loneliness, I wait for loneliness like manna from heaven. Because only loneliness can give the possibility to hear God.

Why does human always choose evil when he makes a choice between good and evil? Why is he afraid to be good?

Humpty dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty dumpty had a great fall; Threescore men and threescore more, Could not place Humpty as he was before. I always thought, what a stupid poem! Now, I think it is not so silly as it seems. Undoubtedly there is sense in it...

From the diary of my descendant: Mar 3, 2222 The last man from "Golden billion" put a bullet through his head. The other twelve billions people breathed a sigh of relief.

The end of the world is too light penalty for modern humanity. Let them live and enjoy the fruits of their evil.

2015 or 2016?

Russia can become Noah's Ark II for all world, but that is the question... Will there whether place in the Ark for Russians?

  Spring will soon be here. It's time to remember about a life belt.

Every Mozart has his Salieri. All the mediocrity of the world! I don't absolve you!

Do you understand how I feel when I know that live in the country which hates talented people? My country does not need the geniuses, it needs the loyal subjects. I would like to say, my country  needs the dumb slaves.

Somewhere, once, somebody will be a more perfect than we. But this will be in future. Today we live on this planet and future our world depends on us.

When we try to understand God, we do one mistake. We think about him as a man. But he is not a man, he is God.  And nobody knows who God is. I think God is energy of good, energy of creation. I think a human used to know it.

If you think that you free from God because you don't belive to God, you are mistaken. You can not strike out youself from law of the Universe which says:"God is the boss and you are only a creature, a worm on the body of the earth."

To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose  under the heavens: A time to be born, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down,  and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a  time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones  together; A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from  embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a  time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; A time to keep silence,  and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; A time of war, and a  time of peace.

O Lord, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, by the prayers of Thy most pure Mother, and all the saints, have mercy upon us. The prayer helps me to be human.

What does not kill me, makes me stronger. Thanks all who did evil to me. Owing to you I became the strong.

Well, 2012 came. It's the year of new hopes and disillusionments. It's the year of miracles or the end of the world. The end of the world... How it is interesting, if it will be. But I don't believe it. The end of the world... it's too good to be the truth :-) The world will be live and make evil. Nobody knows when will be the end of the world. I think everyone has his the end of the world. And it is his death.